February 2012
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class from basically 11-7 today. so ridiculous. but was definitely made up in the spontaneous trip to albatross. forget terrence and liem, ungrateful children. just me and mindy driving through the streets of irvine that we didn’t know. getting on highways that lead to who knows where, but we got there eventually(: didn’t get to eat much of our california burritos but it was nbd. good...
so egggggcited(:
rainy day.
didn’t get the best sleep yesterday night, but I stayed awake in humcore and chem today. such an accomplishment; I thought that was for sure the sign of a good day. finished my humcore homework with time to spare and to do chem lab. went to class and castillo gave us cupcakes because it was HER birthday(: I love her so much. still seemed like a good day. education panel with sandra &...
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home home(:
I am so excited(:
three more days until I get to go home(: 4 more days until I get to see tiffy, 5 more days until the wedding. and 6 more days until sisters appreciation(:
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I am dreading the day, which should be pretty soon, when I have to tell my parents that I’ve decided to major in education. I am honestly terrified. and I’m really sad that it’s this way. that some days I think about it and I realize that I might just love my friends more than my family. that some days the people that hurt me most are the ones that share my blood. that the first...
January 2012
16 posts
midterms
are always a good wake up call for me telling me that I need to do more work or study more or something, but honestly this time it doesn’t feel like it. yeah, I legitly failed my chem midterm this time and yeah it was probably my lack of studying, but I don’t feel like I need to “get my stuff together.” what I really need is motivation. because right now everything that...
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just because you’re good at it doesn’t mean it’s your calling. you have to have a passion for it. it has to be an obvious talent, to you and to others.
I wish my parents could have heard this.
socal weather
is so amazing. it’s 70 degrees outside at 1am and its january.
yesterday I played ball with aaron willard and jess for a couple hours. went grocery shopping with reina, cooked dinner with willard and jess. played drop 7 forever (: ate frozen custard mmm(: some of worship workshop but not much. watched the other guys which was a pretty good movie!
today’s weather was so amazing I had...
I need sleep
but I can’t seem to want to go to sleep because there’s too much on my mind.
like how I wish I had the courage to tell my family about what I want to do with my future.
how I wish I had the courage to stand up to my family.
how I wish I had the confidence to reveal the hurt that came from those that I love.
how I wish I had the confidence in myself to succeed.
how I wish I were at...
I honestly cannot explain
how much I love my epic family. I literally met these people less than half a year ago and it’s so easy to pour out my entire heart to them. to really tell them the brokenness behind the exterior. and I love them for it. every single one of them. it makes me so genuinely happy just to think about it. (:
epic con.
I really should be sleeping but I’ve been so filled with emotion this weekend that I can’t let any of it slip from my mind yet.
friday was a really long drive down. aaron let me drive his car so we went speeding down I5 and caught up with the rest of the cars that left before us. gilroy for food and then finally got to the hotel. small groups-ish and then late night talks with the...
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can you please not?
I WOULD JUST LIKE TO BE FRIENDS THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Irvine soon.
woke up kinda late today. went to nammy’s house for breakfast!(: homemade pancakes and stuffed french toast. so gooods. dropped by to see jessca and racho. lunch planning failure. auntie helen stopped by with a present for me(: I love her so much. went to help liz at awana for a while. stopped at chloe’s to give her a present(: then went to irvington to watch Terrence and Liem ball it...
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emotional rollercoaster.
so much in one night.
December 2011
20 posts
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I hate how you said that the most important thing is for you to do what makes you happy. and this totally applies to everyone else except me. I’ve thought about so many different career choices, but honestly, I feel like you keep saying they’re the “wrong ones” because they’re the ones I actually want to do and you don’t want me to do. I don’t think you...
texas
saturday, my cousins from texas arrived. brought them home, went christmas caroling then to merlion for uncle’s birthday dinner.
sunday was christmas. church until late, dinner at cousins house.
monday woke up to play basketball/play with little kids at the park. family lunch party with all the cousins.
tuesday dim sum lunch with cousins & some hardcore after christmas shopping. game...
grass and bracelets and tapex.
I spent half the day today with one of the people I love the most. sitting at the park, talking, making bracelets, ripping grass, “driving” me home and making sure I didn’t get kidnapped haha.
I also got to see Annie yesterday. spent a ton of time talking about school, boys, and life.
I love these guys. I missed them in college so much.
i love this kid.
tommy: imagine me as a beautiful girl
: now, rebecca, imagine yourself as my mother
: end of story