what's up, buttercup?

didn’t get the best sleep yesterday night, but I stayed awake in humcore and chem today. such an accomplishment; I thought that was for sure the sign of a good day. finished my humcore homework with time to spare and to do chem lab. went to class and castillo gave us cupcakes because it was HER birthday(: I love her so much. still seemed like a good day. education panel with sandra & eating the greatest salad of all time on UCI campus. helped with worship. discussion groups was when it started to go downhill somewhat. family is such a hard topic to talk about for me. then my mother on the phone. then my chem lab not working out. then you leaving me even when you knew there was something wrong, thanks so much for that. there’s only so much I can endure. this rain doesn’t make it any easier.